ghost dancer giving thanks

Ghost dancer giving thanks walks across
Fish Lake pray past the old Pine
That marks the passage to the place 
Where the peacemakers went when they were 
Irrelevant 
That time in the years, the years right after,
After the famine came, after we began
Giving into reservations. 
They gathered in the spirit, the spirit called
Madness, the one that cried for food 
As much as freedom, that wondered
Where the buffalo went, what god did
Not let them return, shady skies and 
Bodies in a bloodless Earth. 
The Starvation of 1884.

a history in short wherein love lies

A history in short wherein love lies:
What was true lays in down, and defeated
I suppose, it was good to be needed.
But then kneaded and falsely given rise,
I left myself often open what for
Appeared as kindness but was just a door.
She exists, a constant performance in
Consistent adornment of consciences 
Created to elude her lack of sin, 
A future held back by present fences. 
I suppose it was good to be needed, 
Yet learn asking same to be defeated, 
Microcosms of her alcohol rise,
History in short of a love less lies.

The Muses

Terpsichore

The Men-Think
the debris
she left was gathered,
given implication, and
a faction.
A war
on memory,
this war.

Shrapnel,
a word floats
a parade
inside
a bandaged head.

Calliope

The fear is coming back
into particles of light.

Erato

In December light
Simple little glue, blue flies,
eight days to get
straight, I'm
waiting on Tuesday.

We muse upon
their liberty, a ruse
of sovereignty, careless
in our salvation dispenser.

Clio

The noisemakers wandering up
a Persian landscape.

Six thousand one years
back to Zoroaster,
twenty six point four degrees
twisted
against the sun.
Six thousand Year Ones
back to Zoroaster,
and there she stands
by the color TV.

Urania

What half would I have been?
The sphere is coming
back into particles of light.

Polyhymnia

The Mother nurse, she is standing
by the color TV. From
where I am looking,
air is nowhere,

but there is
air in everything.

Euterpe

The head
is a receptacle, the mind
is a wire, listen
and you will figure out
why: There
is where I am from,
and then There is Me,
and then There is Everything.
I heard the egg screaming
the secret name of God.

Melpomene

I am listening
to the desert sea.
The sound is pieces
of conflict sculpted
on transportable
insurance beds.
Half-lives of radiation TV.

I wonder which half I would have been?

Thalia

Where were my welds
and my mounds, my wounds
of Vietnam? Why did Americans
not bring home a poetry
of the mountains
and quiet rivers? Why was it
only the wreckage and Eagles?
It flies under me,

a war
on memory,
This war.
A war on memory,
this war

too will end. The fatherless
will look to the land,
not for a connection
but a conviction, a plea
bargain. They will be
dog bodies of the August moon,
a yield of the American sundown.
Game mercenaries lying crosswise
In the vast stage of history, epitaphs
for opinionated pandering.
Under the empires
their youth will be providence
but limbless, a viral video
easily forgotten
against the lineage of oil sacks
and moneyrooms.
Will they see their own mind, in a prison,
eyes lidless under a forgetting sky?
We are born turning revolutions.
The mirrors give us the illusion
of time as moving forward.
The interruptions in the lineal
system betray the circles we spin
until darkness becomes light,
everywhere, mirrors,
everywhere, the face of God.
And when we become blind,
we live, with our fear,
in the past, or we live
with our fear in the past.

Moving-On-To-Nothing

Everybody falls in love it's just something
Everybody does
Something everybody knows

Everyone feels alone it's just something
Everybody knows
Something everybody does

Everyone goes home inside themselves
Everybody is a body that doesn't show
Nothing ever comes of joy
Love leaves you to die alone
Love leaves
Through all the seasons
Falling from a tree made of everything
Everything that came before

You feed the stardust alone
The years go by, there's nobody home
We end in memories of yesterday
Before moving on to nothing

I Only Know My Love By Few Moments

I only know my love by few moments 
Five and ten feet deep. Only memories 
In my eyes at night in sleepless arrest,
Replayed as a film, moments of a force 
Acting at a distance, flickering scenes
Before me, as my eyes fade and age in
Darkness, the light ever towards night, her eyes.
Few minutes they were, fewer the count yet
When measured in hours, a book of few pages. 
Yet read them I do, every breath and word, 
Every moment of her, each slow gesture. 
Relive then I do, pain in an ever 
Increasing distance. Of this loveless day 
I can only hope it ends, or I can
Hope.